Bovine fecal matter

This time, I thought, I'm not doing this on my own. I'm not going to have the struggle, the heartbreak, things are going to get better... right?
Not in the least. At all. Because now I get to be lied to with a sneer instead of a smile. I get to be challenged because I know something to be true and I say it. Just stop blowing out your ass, sweetheart, because I'm over it.