Ignore... ALL the things!

I'm not an orchid... I'm a Lily. 
Orchids simply need to be ignored.  A drop of water,  tell them they are pretty and they will thrive. 
A Lily must be cared for.  Doted upon.  Fed water and sunshine to feel the full extent of what life can be. 
If you treat a Lily like an Orchid, it may find the strength to hold on but it's color will fade,  it's stalk will weaken, and eventually it will give up,  darken, and become dead on the inside.

I wander wondering...

Will I ever have a moment of peace? Or will I always be that girl who wronged them? It's funny how the world assures me everything is ok, but then acts completely different when it comes down to it. It's clear I rank of no importance, so stop stringing me along like you care and go to them, whoever the lucky them may be.