Ain't no sunshine

Life is weird.
I've finally gotten to the point where I can start making stand up decisions for myself, but they all seem to have alliances that I don't want to assign myself to.
Have you ever gotten to a point where you seem to have so many emotions that you don't feel as though you have any at all? It's like they all cancel each other out and you sort of end up in a middle spot completely neutral.
I have nothing to say anymore. I'm just on autopilot emotionally. "Oh that's great, jeez, that's awful, that should make me angry" It's gotten to the point where I think people have started to give up on my being human.
I certainly feel as though I should be worried... But then again.. Let the cards fall where they may.